afiq aritu btau sufi die bahagia sngt
gg_1204: die kate tnggu nk kawen je pastu idop die dh lengkap

tbe2 rs cm saket n sedih sgt..mgkn  i ptt gv up..die bkn utk i..br ari tu settle n lege psl my ex..n now dtg blk rs saket tu..mmg i la yg cr psl..cmne bole tersuke..ive never figured out hows it happened..rite now..cm dh serabut blk n cm sedih yg amat..n ive nowhere to run..dats d worst thing la..again..losing words..cant say much..rs cm nk menanges je..

hes my bestfren..weve been frens for more than 4 yrs..everything seems so fine..he knew d pain im holding..i know d loneliness he is in..we both share a lot of things..we feel very comfortable when we were together cuz we can talk bout just anything..untill he met this girl..

im not sure whether im sad to hear dat or not..but everytime he talks about her n everytime i think about them..i can feel im crying inside..n at times..tears fell down my cheek..at first i tot i was just afraid of losing a fren..but i just realized that i really cared bout him..i really do..

*losing words*

hope hes happy now n forever..isk isk isk..

So, every booth will have a celebrity for 30 min duration at certain time..aweera was one of the celebrities for our booth..He came in the morning..I was sitting on the chair while waiting for visitors n i was damn tired at dat time..it’s d second day actually n d nite be4 ive got a headache n i slept at 2 in d morning..when he came..i was wondering who he was..he seems familiar but not sure who..i forgot where the other frens were n i just got up n welcomed him..then the roda biotek game started n i was in charge for the questions..hes cute n nice..the situation was actually awkward because of unclear questions made by one of the committee members but i can say he encountered the situation quite well..n he smiled all d time tho..

after the session finished..i took pictures with him..which was a wonderful experience i had there…

far,nana,aweera,aisha

 OK..then after d event finished at about 830pm..we went to our hotel..far n i missed d elevator because it’s full so we went for another one..we were so tired we didnt talk at all in the elevator..then the elevator stop at one level which i cudnt remember which..2 guys got in..n one of them said hi to me n he is aweera~ omg..i was so shocked because i never tot he wud recognized me..i dunno whether it’s just a plain hi..but im still happy with only that..then d four of us had a lil conversation..until they reached their destination la since it’s at the lower level than our room..

i only watched the final nite of the OIAM n i actually not into him since i didnt really follow OIAM so i dun really know how his performance was like..but now i can say im so into him because of the humbleness he showed during the jom heboh n the acknowledgement he gave to me..i really appreciate it n i hope he will remain humble if hes successful in the future..wish him all the best~!

i havent write a lot lately..hehe..ye la..kelam kabut siapkn report la..poster la..buat hard cover la..mcm2 lg la..so..byk gak ari yg tertggl utk tulis kat sini..huhu..byk mende la mksdnye nk kne crite ni..tp cm mls je..ntah np ntah sejak keblakangn ni jd cm pemls yg amat sgt..sume mende pn mls nk wat..ape punye pangai la i ni..hehehe..

ok..let’s start with g mkn2 ngn my biotech frensss..kitorg g mkn2 last week kot..yg pntg a day before poster presentation..hehe sukati je kn..esok nk present..g lepak2 plak..so we went to seoul garden..yg i ajak azmir die xmo tu..damn..mkn kat sane was happening gile..kitorg sume ade bout 11 ppl..8 girls with 3 guys..hehe..tp i mkn cm xpuas sgtla..sbb i dtg lmbt sket..so..xlame la lepak dlm restaurant tu..then dh mkn kitorg g beli tiket wayang..n sementare tggu show..we all g maen bowling..hurm..im very bad at bowling..huhu..lg teruk dr adek i,lea tu..die yg tlg score utk i..sbb kitorg maen gilir2..tp our team won d game..hehe..sume pn sbb ade aiman..die pndai sket r maen..hehe..then..we watched madagascar…i was sooo tired..i fell asleep during d movie..haha..tgk madagascar tp tdo..gile la jelas kepenatan melande diri..i xingt eh np i pnat sgt..rsnye sbb days be4 tu xckp tido sbb siapkn report kot..n layan my ex tu meluahkn perasaan..so bout 2 weeks i xckp tdo..so just imagine bile dh anta report sume..n dpt rest sket..confirm la lelap..tp xde la i lentok during d whole movie tu..maybe 1/4 je kot..tu pn cm dh lege dpt tdo kejap..hehe..then..dh settle sume kitorg g lepak mkn kat kedai mamak jap..be4 blk..haha..gile perot beso..asek mkn je..tp mkn kat kedai mamak tu worst gile..ive never been to mamak stall having very lousy food..my frens pn ade yg mkn xabes..ape tah..xske tol..then dh g mkn n everything..we all pn blk n i tros tdo bile sp blek..letih..esok pg tu br prepare for d presentation..hehhe

then on friday..i went out with my sister n afiq..mule plan nk maen bowling..tp si afiq tu gerak lmbt la plak..so it was canceled..then we went to jj..shopping sket..i bought 1 shirt n 2 blouses..blouse ke ek?not sure..blouse kot..haha..bj pn xknal..then beli sushi n tako..n we ate outside d jj while waiting for maghrib..then after solat maghrib..we all went to sabak..haha..sabak ni pn cm best la..thumbs up for d seafood provided je..sbb i dont really like meats n chickens..sbb xde variety..so cm bosan sket la..sbb kat seoul garden tu ade mcm2 perise..so cm bole pleh2 la..cme seafood kat sabak ni puas ati la..sbb i mmg kaki seafood..mmg byk gile mkn mlm tu..tmbh2 ade afiq..confirm r mkn byk..haha..afiq tu mkn aiskrim 3 ke 5 cups mlm tu..perghh..die tu mmg mantap klo bab mkn..i xpnah menang ngn die..huhu..then after mkn..we went to bukit antarabangsa..sbb i dh lame teringin nk jln2 n tgk umah kat situ..so afiq pn bwk la..hehe..rumah2 situ mmg best gile la..kitorg g tgk umah cik siti gak..perghh..mmg bestla..i tgk rumah tu pn dh rs nk kawen ngn datuk k tu..no wonder la siti nk kat die..hahaha..then dh jln2 kat bukit antarabangsa..we went to jj yg blom bukak kat keramat AU sbb si afiq tu nk tgk jj yg die buat air flow system kat situ time practical ari tu..rsnye jj tu bukak dis dec..well..cantek la shopping complex tu..hehe..then kitorg pn blk..hehe..it was lotsa fun!!

then during d weekend (sunday la to be exact)..we batch 042 went to ulu yam..hehe..sronot gile pegi situ..mkn2 lg..bbq..mandi2 n bising2 n merepek2..actually petang tu i cm nk ikut my father g bukit tinggi sbb adek2 pn dh insist suro pegi..so,rs cm berat ati lak xmo g..huhu..then g ulu yam pg tu..by 230pm dh smpai uia..elok2 i salin bj n mandi sume n solat..my father arrived at uia..so..kitorg pn g la bukit tinggi..at first we tot dat d resort was at d colmar tu..tp rupenye x..it’s like an apartment-type nye resort la..so..mlm tu we spent d nite playing uno cards..then d next day..we relax..my bro n sis went to mcd at genting sempah..while i was correcting my report..diorg jmpe ngn haziq time g mcd tu..then mlm plak..g jln2 kat area resort tu..mule plan nk maen pool..then g kat recreation area tu..tgk2 pool tu tutup kol 9pm..kitorg sp situ at 9pm..tepat2 je die tutup..ampeh tol..tp ok gak tutup sbb it was quite expensive la…huhu..xdak duet la..then blk blek n maen monopoly je..hahaha..d next day we went home..diorg anta i kat uia..

sp uia..i printed out my report..mule plan nk anta kat my fren..tp adek2 plak ajak g ou n lepak sm2 situ..adoiii..dugaan sggh..then i called my mom..tnye nk buat hard cover kat ne..then my mom suro blk n buat kat area rumah je..so..i pn decided to went out with my siblings..kitorg g ou..g mkn kat korean restaurant ari tu..kali ni cm puas sket..sbb mkn ngn siblings kn..mkn byk la..haha..tp i paling suke tgk adek mkn..die cm mkn xhenti2..asek tmbh je..perghhh..rs cm puas ati la bwk die..hahha..then dh mkn..mule plan nk tgk wayang..tp pk2 blk..tgk movie ni consumed a lot of time..so kitorg g maen bowling je..hurm..n seperti biase..i la last..again..trok tol la skill i ni..hampeh busuk tol..nyampah..ni yg nk kne training ni..since i pn dh grad kn..bole la i training..huahuahua..then dh maen bowling..kitorg g maen pool plak..lg skali..i impress gile ngn adek..die cm ade skill la maen pool tu..xmcm i..maen cucuk je bola tu..hahaha..aim2 pn xmasuk plak bola tu..hahhaa..then kitorg pn blk lps solat maghrib..be4 sp umah..singgah kedai utk buat hard cover plak..hehehe..then blk umah..n rest..

d next day..i went to BeST (biotech enterpreneurship special training) briefing..actually BeST ni cm training utk preparation keje..so..most probably after g training ni..possibility dpt keje makin tggi la..i kua umah kol 7am..aduhh mls tol nk bgn pg tu..sbb letih kn smalam kua..then sp kat kl sentral..jmpe eca n suhana..then kitorg g la le meridien tu sm2..hurm..cm best plak hotel tu..ade class gitu..haha..then time briefing tu ade 2 talk..sume pn best..dh la one of d speaker tu handsome..tp silapnye..die dh kawen plak..huhu..then ade session ajar cr pkai make up..hehe..best gile..i dh la xreti pkai make up..so lps g tu dpt la blaja basic pkai make up ni..seronot la jugak..pastu abes je briefing tu i dpt msg from my sis ajak maen make up kinah lps blk..perghh..elok2 je..bole i apply skill yg i br blaja tu..hehe..then..blk umah..rest jap..n maen make up ngn my sis..n yg bestnye..cantek wooo i make up die..kire success la gak ape yg i blaja td..uweeee..hehe..sronot2..then dh pnat..kitorg pn tdo..

hurm..pg td bgn..lbt gak la..since i tdo blk lps subuh kn..hehe..trok tol..bgn kol 10 gitu..then my adek2 sume xde..diorg g vet sbb my kucing xsehat..so i msg my sis nk tnye nk kne msk ke..tp xdelivered plak..so i msg la my bro plak suro tnye kn..die nyer reply ‘mskla..buat ayam msk cili..’ pergh..mamat perot besa ni..maen order2 plak..hampeh tol..then i pn turun bwh..kua kn ape yg ptt..called my mom..nk tau die blk ke x for lunch..then die ckp abah n die puase ari ni..so..i pn g mandi sume..n msk dapo..hurm..mule plan nk msk ayam msk cili,ayam msk kunyit,sup,sayur goreng n udang msk paprik..tp bukak fridge tgk most of d bahan2 msk xdok plak..huhu..sedih..sbb i suke msk variety of lauk..nk bg ade byk pilihan..tmbh plak adek2 i ni taste masing2 berbeze plak..sorg nk mkn gitu..sorg nk mkn gini..hadoi..since dh bahan2 pn xbp ade..n nk simpan sket utk my parents buke pose nnt..kang i msk sume..abes plak xde mende my parents nk buke pose..so i pn msk ayam msk cili utk oma..ayam msk kunyit utk adek..n sup daging utk bg ade kuah n sayur sket..tu je la..dh msk2 tu..lunch ngn adek2..lea plak g msk murtabak maggi..i bgks la kunun2 nk bwk blk nnt..so about 2pm g amek my report ngn abah..then tros headed to uia..abah anta tros kat engine..tbe2 nmpk eca..i tego2 die..n g anta report..n tbe2 teringt i left my food in d car!!!!arghhh!!abah mesti dh kua uia..dh jauh dh kot time tu…huhu..sedih gileee…i br plan nk mkn murtabak yg lea wat tu..huhu..sdh sgt..then blk blek n rest..i spent my nite writing dis n wat label for my product..hehehe..

ok..dats all my stories for days i left unwritten..hehehe..

KERNA KAMU

aku pernah berjanji dulu
tak mungkin akan meragu
pada dirimu ratu

dan aku ada hanyalah kamu
itu saja yang ku mahu
dari sejuta yang ku tau

tpi kini dia langsung kembali
dan ku saksi segalanya kau pujai
apa lagi dayanya hati ini
dan kau beri ku fikir tuk kedua kali

kerna kamu
ku lepaskan diriku
pergilah bersamamu dengannya
tak pernah sesal
takkan pernah ku ingin melihat kau berduka denganku

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ku lepaskan dirimu
pergilah bersamamu dengannya
yang ku impikan yang ku inginkan
bahagia hingga akhir hayat tuk kamu

kalau itu yang kau mahu
kamu ada di dalam aku
akudi dalam rindu
sedang ingatkan kamu

tapi dia ada dalam kamu
yang mampu hanya satu
tapi bukan yang itu

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dan ku saksi segala yang kau pujai
apa lagi dayanya hati ini
dan kau beriku ikut tuk kedua kali

kerna kamu
ku lepaskan diriku
pergilah bersamamu dengannya
yang ku impikan yang ku inginkan
bahgia hingga akhir hayat tuk kamu

biarkan aku
biarkan bisa ku hilang
dia datang
membuatmu senang hey

biarkan aku
biar biasa ku tenang
ini semua
ku bisa karena kamu

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dan ku saksi segalanya kau pujai
apa lagi dayanya hati ini
dan kau beri ku fikir sekian kali

hurm..it’s close to the exact story,kn?hehehe..

so..sbg permulaan utk lpskn die..i ptt tuka nm blog ni..tp cm xle nk tuka..so mlsla..lgpn bole buat i beringt sket in d future..so..as a reminder to me..after dis..no more syg salsabil..it will b just salsabil..heheehe..rs cm klaka pn ade jugak..wlopn ikut ati jahat mmg i rs pdn muke jugak kat die..tp ntahla ek..sian pn ade..sbb die cm kne lagi teruk la pd i..mgkn die xsedar..tp pmpn tu pusing die gile babi punyela..klo i..confirm2 dh xnk kat pmpn cemtu..sbb tau dah die xle nk jg i ngn baek..n to b exact..xnk jg pn..n die plak terkejar2..sp diperbodohkn oleh laki laen..n siap pmpn tu xkesah n xbacking utk die blk pn..ntahla ek..n klo i yg dulu..mesti i dh msg pmpn tu suro appreciate sabil ni..tp ntahla ek..i xnk buang crdt la utk diorg..xde untung pn kat i..hurm..bile pk2 blk..i dh byk berubah rupenye..nk kate jd cm jahat sket pd dulu pn ade..hehehe..i pn tatau i suke ke x ngn perubahan ni..tp i xkesah pn..xde rs pape..

br i sedar..skang ni i cm xde perasaan sket..cm adek2 i ckp..tp tenang sket bile xde perasaan cemni..kdg2 rs boring pn ade..tp better la pd ade perasaan kot..sbb asek rs saket je..baek xde tros..cite pn xjd pjg..hehe..xpela..tggu je la..nnt akan ade prince charming yg bukak ati i..yg bukak btol2..n ati i xtutup lg dah utk die..n itulah die bakal suami i..hehehhee..sblm ni cm dh terbukak sket..pastu tutup blk sbb rs xsecure..hahaha..wah..rs cemni..bkn gembire..bkn sedih..neutral tp relief sgt..

ya Allah..terime kasih sbb beri aku rs semue ni utk mengajar aku ttg kehidupan..wlopn aku xnmpk lg hikmah besar disebalik ape yg berlaku..tp aku sgt bersyukur..sekurg2nye..aku rs lege..kesedihan yg lame aku rs dulu xnmpk sie2..terime kasih byk2..ameen..

like i said to someone..to hv input with an unexpectedly bad output is better than having an input without any output..to hv a least is better than nothing..meaning that to be able to learn something in life..is already satisfying..because life is so short..

LUCKY

Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music, feel the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

well..last nite i spent about 3 hours listening to him crying over her..i lied if i say i dont feel anything..yeah..it’s like..d heart broke into pieces n they were put together n they broke again..n they go like that over n over again..n last nite..he told me he met her for d last time..they had dinner..after that they went somewhere n i think it’s a field..not sure..n they talked a lot–>i dunno what theyve been talking..n they both cried..n on d way back dat girl landed on his shoulder crying..damn!!wtf!!if u r not willing to separate then y asking for a break??i really..dun understand this..it’s just because of the other guy u dumped the other guy..this is..really..a total of bullshit!!arghhhhh!!feel like screaming WHY THIS WHOLE CRAPSSSS ARE HAPPENING NOW???I CANT CONCENTRATE!!!arghhhh!!!!i want to be out of hereeeee…yeah..asap..

hurm..wut shud i do..i really wanted to help him..to standby him..to console him..but im hurting myself at d same time..n i knew he will never turn to me back..i knew it..n what did i do dis for..huhu..nana,y cant u just think of urself..pls..dis once..think of urself first..urghhhh..i cudnt leave him like that..i really cant cuz i dont want to..arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…y do i love u dis much..pls..someone..make me forget him..if he wasnt d one for me..pls someone who is d one for me..just turn up now..cuz i want to forget him…i dont want my eyes to look at him only..im drowning…….

mlm td..i cudnt sleep..AGAIN..keblakangn ni..susah nk tdo..tatau la np..huhu..so,it was about 4am already..tbe2 i teringt psl die..slalu dlm kol 130-2am..die akan call sbb die tau i tdo waktu2 tu..kitorg sembang2..plg lbt pn 230am dh letak tpon..kdg2 awl sket sbb i ngantuk..teringt2 tu i senyum sorg2..tbe2 teringt ari tu die ckp no. die cm xbtol..xle pkai..so..i pn sj2 la call no. tu..dh kate no tu x on..so,die xkn tau klo i ade miskol pn kn?tp..bile call..no. tu idop plak..i dh cuak..yela..kang kaco die tdo plak..i trosla letak..then lps letak tu..my phone rang!die call blk..i dh cm xsure nk angkat ke x..last2 i angkat je..then die ckp.. ‘np miskol?’ i ckpla xde pape..sj n nk testing je..pastu die ckp..’rindu ke?’ i cm dh speechless..what am i supposed to say? xkn nk ckp YES kot? then i ckp..’xla..xde ape..sj je’ then die ckp..’ingtkn rindu td’ pastu i ckp ‘np?sedih ke sbb kite xrindu?’ then die ckp..’aah..sdhla sket’ hurm..then kitorg borak..tbe2 die ckp die dh single..i ingt die maen2..lps tu die ckp btol..die ckp pmpn tu xle nk syg die..i..tatau nk ckp ape perasaan i time tu..epi utk i..tp sedih gak utk die..kire..rs cm normal la..then sembang2 psl ain tu..hurm..bodo,kn?pegi sembang psl gf die..n dgr die sdh2 psl ain tu..n dgr cane die describe betape sygnye die kat ain tu..n mlm td..i bole conclude la..time i ngn die..mmg actually die bkn syg btol2 kat i..die seniri yg ckp..at first die just nk teman i je sbb xnk i sdh psl ijat..hurm..i xfhm btol laki2 ni..ari tu..si ijat ym ngn aku..cte jugak..n dr situ pn i bole conclude mmg instinct i–>ijat xover ex die lg-time ngn die dulu btol..sbb time chat ngn die tu..i ckp psl amy–>ex die time ngn i dulu..i ckp time ngn die i tau die syg amy lg..n he admitted it..pergh..gilela diorg ni..rs cm i ni tpt lps rs sdh je plak..alaa…xyhla susah2 nk ngorat i klo bkn suke btol2..jd membe suda..bkn i xle tlg comfortkn..drpd buat cemtu..rs cm sdh plak..bile dh epi2..dh jmpe yg br..tgglkn i terkontang kanting..adui..apela slh i kat diorg ek..nk buat ceni..ok samb blk psl si salsabil ni..die cte2 psl cane die syg gile n xle idop tanpe ain tu..i dgr n ckp2 sket bg die lege <–hampeh kn?..then..i cm sdh..dh sembang lm sket..i pn ckpla kat die..i suke kat someone..berie la i crite psl dak yg i suke tu tp dak xske pn kat i..n i pn ckpla kat die ‘nnt awk doa la die suke kat kite gak ek..’ n tau ape plak die jwb..? ‘hurm..ok..tp nnt awk pn doala ain nk blk kat kite..’ huhu..ape ni?sdhnye…kdg2 i pn xfhm ngn diri i..time i br break ngn die..die xkesah pn i suffer ke x..i mcm org gile bout 1 yr..die xeran pn..tp i pn tatau np i still nk tlg die bile die br break ni..ntahla..mgkn i xnk tgk die sdh kot..rs sdh plak bile die sdh..hurm..i ni mmg complicated la..split personality btol..dgr die cte2 psl sume tu..i rs saket sgt..mgkn die xsedar kot..tp i dgr jugak sbb xnk bg die rs die sorg2..at least die tau ade someone yg sentiase support die..sbb i tau cane rs bile kite rs kite sorg2..xde org support..i xnk die rs cemtu..xpela..i anggap je la i bls blk budi die tlg i time i down psl ijat tu..kn kn?

tp one thing i got to know..mmg instinct i xslh psl diri ain tu..die tu..slame ni berie time chat suro i berbaek ngn salsabil tu..rupenye blakang i..die yg suro sabil tu jgn msg i or contact i sume..no wonder la ade 1 time tu i msg sabil..die reply blk suro jgn msg die dh..pelik btol pmpn ni..dh suro i berbaek..die plak yg buat onar..xfhm i..last2 die plak yg tgglkn si salsabil tu..hurm..btol la selame ni yg i rs die sj2 je crite psl betape bhgienye die ngn sabil utk saketkn ati i..pergh..xsgke ek ade jugak manusie cemni..tp tbe2 i terpk blk..ntah2..die break ngn sabil sbb nk suro sabil tu pegi kat i x? sbb sabil tu ade cite si ain tu ckp ‘klo ain xde..u pegi blk kat nana ek..’ hurm..i pn dh tatau yg mn 1 betol..tp i pn mls nk kesah yg mn 1 btol..i think i better just b there when he needs me..tp kne la control perasaan seniri kn..hehe..i pn mls nk pk byk..baek i concentrate ngn study i n future..kompol duet byk2..beli umah..beli kete..lengkapkn idop seniri n xyh kaco idop org laen da..hohoho..rs cm termotivate plak pas ckp cemni..

hurm..i dh semangat ngn projek ni..nk kne g lab utk analyze data ni..huahuahua..project,my love..here i comeeeeeee…yeay~

yuzuyu ni sepupu kippei..umo 5 tahun kot..die kne tggl ngan mak die aka macek kippei..so..family kippei suro kippei ni jg yuzuyu ni..kippei ni..be4 ade yuzuyu ni..die ni cm hampeh la..playboy gile..sejak ade yuzuyu ni..die berubah..he spend most of d time with yuzuyu..amek blk tadika..anta die g tadika..main kat park..then..kippei ni tersuke kat kokoro..mule die cm slalu terlpe psl yuzuyu sejak die ngn kokoro..tp lps yuzuyu majuk..die pn ckp kat kokoro..die xle spend ms slalu ngn kokoro sbb nk look after yuzuyu..damn..gile gentleman kippei ni..huhu..then..last2 diorg cm rapat la 3-3 org tu..lastly,mak yuzuyu xdtg gak sbb die ckp die akan amek yuzuyu blk lps die dh jd lebih kuat lg..when shes no longer a coward who always cry over her dead husband–>die nanges ari2 actually..huhu..

then 10th kingdom plak…arghhh…shoot!!i like d wolf so much~!!!  hes sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet!arghhh!!best giler ade laki yg sggup kejar n jg n caring gile psl kite cemtu,kn?hehe..sukenye dieeeeeeeeeeee…sbb suke sgt kat wolf tu..i watched it sp abes mlm tu jugak..well..it ended at about 5pm..n i woke up late dis morning..miss d work i shud hv done..n got a lil headache d whole day..huhu..but it’s ok..everything for d wolf..hehe..arghhhh..cant help myself screaming dat im sooooo totally in love with d wolf..i wish i’d meet a guy like that..huhu..

just now..i finished watching ‘what happened in vegas’..hurm..cte tu pn best jugak..i tgk sbb gg n azmir ckp cite tu best..yeap..cte tu mmg best..mmg btol pn..having d opportunity to b ourselves is the best thing ever..coz..most ppl (well exactly it’s me..) tend to not being his/herself just to please other ppl..i dunno how other ppl wud see it..but dats my opinion..hehe..i..had d chance once..n i lose it all..ALL! well i lied if i said i didnt ever regret it..but i really am..coz i was d reason for losing it..it’s all my fault..i didnt appreciate it..i was being so arrogant..i was just sooo stupid for letting it go..

i wish i’ll have one more chance again to feel d feeling again..